+// Today //+Well stayed home today cuz i had realli bad crampz..Every shud kno how that feels...juss sat on mi butt nd talk to tina on da fone nd den talk to yousuf dn joe g a lil.. den watched sume mtv.. den mom came home wid mi choclate and midol.. now figuring out what to have 4 dinner..
+// Friends //+ Friends arent goin s0o hawt.. every 1 is gettin mad at me lateli mebe becuz i am sucha screw up... o well.. theres no one realli here fer em rite now.. nd i am realli in neeed 4 a friend.. o well... i guess i am kinda drifting away from mi friends.. i wud rather b alone then hang otu with every .. o well.. i guess i am on the werge of having no friends.. i guess thats wuh god inteneded..
I Am So0o sorry 4 everything..i kno u'll prolli never get around to reading this.. buh if i lose you i think i would lose life its slef. yo-h juss dont understand what the hell you mena to0o me.. i mena yeah we have been through alot buh nothing liek this has ever happened....
its all my fault it happened...its all my fault ur gone...nothing will be the same without you...hoping that i can be strong my heart was locked...and youfound the key...i want you to kno...i need you with me i kno in my mind...i wont have a chance...to be in your arms...to be in your trance i want you to kno...ill love you forever...youll be in my heart...but we wont be together my heart was once locked...but you had the key...i want you to kno.i need you with me... DEDICATED TO FRANK.....
Todaii was liek the worst thing ever.. frank mada t me.. i am s0o sorry 4 w.e i did.. ugh i mean every daii there is alwaiz sume drama wen sume 1 is mada tme.. i wish i wzsnt sucha F*ck up.. ARRGRR!! I alwaiz wanna cry... todaii i felt liek running out of chorus buh i idnt cuz mr fisher wud ahve went balistic.. things juss arent goin great 4 me rite now nd i realli need a friend buh no oen is dere.. idk neone who to turn to nemore.. i mena haeve great friends buh not the one i want to share mi whole like with... ugh imma go cry a lil nd think a lil..
Well latelii onil been tinkin about smilin.. not worrying oher pplz problems.. i am realli happi latelii.. hes got me cheesin good.. i'm not tellin.. well i have realized that life isnt impossible if u find the reasons to smile.. also that u dont need a guy to mak eu smile..
SHUT UP AND KISS ME!!
Why does everyone constantly try to be something they're not? Why does everyone want to be cool? Why does it matter what brand shoes we wear or what music we listen to? Why do people label each other; goth, prep, jock? Why can't we just see each other as people? That's all we are... aren't we? We're all just... people.
